Friday, March 19, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
I Wonder
So I wonder why I do what I do? Why do I feel this need to go get fucked as often as I can? Of course you have all of the normal reasons that a therapist seems to come up with. My dad didn’t love me enough. My mom didn’t hug me enough. My mom hugged me too much. My dad loved me too much. I don’t really think it was any of those things.
Maybe it was the fact that 14 years old I had a man who loved to touch me. He loved to stick fingers inside me. He loved putting me on my knees and making me suck his cock. Sometimes he put me on my knees and fucked my face until I threw up. Only to laugh at me, slap me and keep fucking my face until he shot his fat load down my throat. As a 14 year old I should have hated him and I should have told someone. But believe it or not…I fucking loved it. I loved the attention. I loved knowing that he “loved” me.
As I got older it just got more involved. There were others that I was to play with. Hell, when I was 18 I lost my virginity to 2 men. The same man who face fucked me at 14 until I was 18 fucked me with my boyfriend on my 18th birthday. Instead of just having 1 cock inside me I had 2. Yes 2 cocks at the same time before I even had 1 inside me. Go figure. Most women would have been embarrassed and freaked out if a man wanted that. Not me. Having the attention of 2 cocks and 2 men. Fuck yes. Good times. 2 different cocks being shoved down my throat. 2 shoved in my pussy at once. One man putting his hand around my throat, calling me a whore, a slut, nothing but a cum dumpster. Yes. I fucking loved it!!!
I am currently on a search. I don’t have much time right now to get fucked. Such a shame. But I am in search of a man who can give me what I need. I need someone who is serious. Someone who is either single or a man who’s wife is cool with what he does. I need a man to make me feel completely used. I mean completely used every single time we get together. Whether it’s just him and I playing. Or him and I and a friend or 2 of his while his wife watches. I love being watched while being fucked. Or simply tie me up, blindfold me and have god knows how many men fuck me. As long as everyone is wearing protection and is clean I’m good. Fucking use me. Fuck me. Make me your slut. Put me on my knees. Fuck my face. Fuck my pussy. Shove 2 cocks in my pussy. Line them up and make me suck 20 cocks. Cum all over me. Be patient and work my ass. Get that cock in my ass. Do it the right way. Make me your fucking slut to fuck and use as you see fit.
Sounds like fun doesn’t it? Sounds like one hell of a good time to me. I want to walk away sore. I want to walk away walking funny. I want to be so worn out that I pass out and sleep for 12 hours.
Thoughts?
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